Saturday, November 24, 2012

home sweet home

When you need place to cry, call it home.
When you need place to laugh loud, call it home.
When you need place to be a shelter, call it home.
When you need to be who used to be, call it home.
When you need place to mesmerize old happiness, call it home.
When you need place to arrange brand new happiness, call it home.

When you need place to express in whatever you want, call it home.

It's not to be that big or too huge, a simple one that make our heart place at there and look for the deep connection between us.
It's not to be that shiny, just a little bright that make our day colorful.
The most important thing is that we could find the happiness inside by build it within ourselves. 
That's enough, that's amazing!

Sunday, July 15, 2012

un supérieur classique

Music classic has been into my soul nowadays
it has different charms than any modern music
I felt a way more relax than before
and the one that i treasure the most is none other than Maksim MrVica

Maksim MrVica - Croatian Rhapsody
[one of my favorites]


Friday, July 13, 2012

The Power of Women


I must be insane, when you read this post. But no one, would give me a courage as big as i give to myself, rite ? So I've come to a conclusion. I have this unbelievable charm that even you can't deny. I'm perfectionist, the first thing that you might describe me so well when we ever met for the first time. Being perfect actually not my intention but doing everything at my best and  hope that it could be the best is my principal. No one could resist this character of mine. I'm so optimistic and futuristic actually, watching every single thing on my future sight and do every things in positive way. stubborn, unbeatable and loving weirdos. actually doing any peculiar things make me had this unique yet special charm. you can't resist in my ultimate personalities, because you will never know HOW INCREDIBLE I AM till you come into my WONDERFUL LIFE.

She's my super wonder woman in this world, wanna know why ? She's so gorgeous though she's not that up to date but I've found out that's my mama's charm. My Mama's sincere prayers that every day she's holding in it to. My Mama's devotion, she and my great papa couldn't meet up every day after work and share every single thing at their task at office in their bedroom every single night. Mama and Papa had this wonderful marriage life, they just share their thoughts on their family once in two weeks. I love you mama as much as I care towards papa. May i never show this but you're truly the one that always sent me this wonderful blessings.


My bestfriend. exactly 14 years along with you kikiiikk! i know i can count on you. no matter what the odds that i made, you just smile and giggle at the same time but i know it's not because you ashamed of me. i just i know it. She's not really a simple person actually. When you know her a little longer she has the greatest mind set, you have mind and soul that seems older than your age seems to be. she has gentle smile, when you see her smile you will know how beautiful her life is. yepp care and kind person that any man will fall for her. 
 p.s : you know what kik, i'm rarely tell you this but since you always being nice around everyone. you deserve the best man that could make your life a way more wonderful


She's still young. I envy her age *haha* she's still teenager actually 18 years old this year and she's a colleger. oh how nice her life is! that's my first impression on her. maybe she feel a little determined because she has a single fighter mother but i'm so inspired that she always tries to make her mother feeling proud of her and smile for her even though she didn't show it to her. she's so funny when it comes to non-sense jokes. maybe because we have different age with any colleger at my college. her devotion towards her boyfriend. i don't know exactly how much but i know that it's long enough to say that her relationship is serious. hard-worker person, i never found out any person who had so much similarities when it comes to a work. 


 stubborn. one word describe her entire personalities. she's so stubborn like me and sometimes we argue bout trivial things. but i'm so thankful towards her that she's so reliable. I remember that she want to accompany me just to share bout my almost rangga at lousy night. skinny, why are you so skinny. aaaa i envy >.<"

your name is so long pima. the queen haha remember the drama that we were in back at high school memories.  every time you want to chat with her she will open her time. ooh you are so easy going  and care towards your simply friends [am i that simple or so complicated ?] she's been into someone right now just like me, oh-uh. hahahaha. when will we ever met and take a photo together as queen and princess actually ?
My partner in crime kekeke. my sister my cousin my friend. ooooh you absolutely know how our family works rite ? gossip-girl partner you are so addicted into that series right :p how's life sista ? chuck's lover and T.O.P's dreamer hahaha am i right ? you will know that she has an incredible personalities till you drawn into her passionate charms. X.O 
 Chat kekeke K-pop lovers [i didn't have to tell how k-pop works right ?] haha what's again ? mathematics genius and biology's breaker. remember back that time when we back-mouthing our biology teacher, kekekeke. she's a straight forward person but she has open-minded as well. Chatt, somehow i believe you could make your mom so proud of you. just smile! :)


She didn't believe in love. and it's not my right to tell her not to. absolutely it's her choice. i know that you have difficult time to believe in love nell but that couldn't resist me not to proud of you. unique charms, straight-forward. aah miss your voice nell, she's in choir group at her universities. 


Always laugh i remind her name in my head. because i'll always remember my stupidity towards love in my high school period. haha. funny, easy going and hard working person. She's so honest towards every relationship that she's ever made. rikaa, i never tell you this before but thank you for helping me back at that time, maybe both of us had that weird action and end up nothing but thanks for in those memories


Hahaha. manager at samantraya. love culture. great character. fun. easy going. and trying to be a professional photographer :) X.O briin let's hang out with nana again :D and she's so expert in japan language ehem


blogger. k-pop lovers. and professional at design. she's holding her SLR and try to catch a good moment and edit it in her black room aaanndddd check it out nice shot! hahahaha. she's so cool i think and charming. vitaaaa, when will you tell me more bout editing ?


Keekeke actually kind of lost with her past middle high school but don't know why maybe it's called fate we met at college again. yeah different but we go hangout together and it's really fun actually :) kekekeke. 

their charms are their world
their passion run their best life


Friday, July 6, 2012

No One Would Ever Take Your Life

"Guard well within yourself these treasure, how to give without hesitation, how to lose without regret and how to acquire without meanness" - George Sand

everything that had been happened, move it freely so that you could do anything in no doubt and you will feel something deep inside, your calm beneath every breath. maybe life is about life but don't you think about afterlife to? stop being so pathetic, why don't you change the path of yours into something that fit you inside and break a leg for it. I think the most beautiful treasure is happiness not money. yeah, money solve life's problem but money can't buy love and intelligence. Hold your happiness and try to find the others. It's your life, no one would like to take it for yours :)

Insani H. Zulfa

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Everyday Mother's Day

Everyday I become a little bit more like my mother and I couldn't be prouder :)

Friday, June 1, 2012

Quotes of Today

Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken.
Maybe it's about starting over and creating something better.
- Insani  H. Zulfa

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Happy Birthday Kikiik :*

Happy sweetest day Kikiikk!
Now you are twenty y.o :) congratulation :D

We have a gift for you,

You will always be our best kik! \^,^/

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Tika & Eko

Congratulation and long last for your marriage my lovely cousin
I'll catch your bouquet \^,^/

Saturday, April 14, 2012

The Oxford Goes to Red Carpet

I love oxford shoes ♥ 
and yeah it does cost on my bill, you still don't understand why i spent so much money on impossible stuffs ?
"If you love something it's worth fighting no matter what the odds"

Friday, April 13, 2012

The Non-Sense Leader

Things need change. Everything changes. Don't just burying yourself, digging around and just catch the tail of your leader. Sometimes you must be sick of it!

I learn a good catch-phrase to chop off your leader :
  • S: This is it because I'm sick of your games. We all are
  • A: You trying to get me voted off the island ? That won't work 
  • S:  I don't think you'll have much of choice
  • A: I made you, S. I made all of you. Before me, you were just goody-goody in plaid who did whatever mommy and daddy told her to.
  • S: You are so full of yourself. You think that just because you brought us together, you can treat us like puppets ?
  • A: But you are. Don't you see that ? you don't exist without me
  • S:  Really, A? Then tell me this. What is a leader without any followers ? Because it seems to me the question isn't whether we will exist without you but whether you will exist without us. And as far as I'm concerned you are dead to me already!
Be what you wanna do, challenge the world and ROCK ON! :D

Chilly Frozen Ice Cream

A lot of reason that Ice Cream is so friendly with us :
  • Whether the condition is up or down, the taste doesn't change even a bit
  • If the ice is broken, the feeling is so good not like the feeling when you just broke up. Oh-huh
  • We could find it faster! Mini-market is everywhere and every single market have it, If they don't have it they gotta be kidding me!
  • You could find the cheapest and the most expensive. It's totally your decision! whether it is cheap or expensive it doesn't change the taste, right? not like when we wear sandals and the others just kicking our ass by wearing heels (:
For the information of Ice Cream that I published :
  • The first one, it's called "Njonja Besar Ice Cream", believe it or not it's home-made from Tangerang, Indonesia and the taste doesn't lose from Magnum. Haha, you will find a lot of reason for loving this Ice Cream, the taste is sooo good for Indonesian's tongue :p and its price just IDR 3.500 :D
  • Power Cap, gotta bought it from Roti Boy's. The difference between it and another ice cream is the cap and the cover. it's totally looks like Korean's ice cream and it's so yummy. IDR 10.000 :D

Just like the reason why people making ice cream to make a mood better
We should not make others feel desperate
Help others with your inner-talent :D

Thursday, April 12, 2012


Finally it come to mid term test!
What made me like so bossy busy is being assistant and a colleger who always want an A.P
Hope the lecturer give me a breakthrough test. Hop-hop!
Get tired and so bored in the middle of catching some new phrases sooo does make sense :D

Bring me and A.P \^,^/

Thursday, April 5, 2012


Back then,
In 2009, we took this picture

We grow old together >.<"
It doesn't matter when we met and we still fill our stories together
It doesn't matter what sin did we ever make
You know what's going on with me though I didn't say it
You know how to forgive me for the jokes though I didn't mean it
You know what a good time to deal, to chat and to share everything
You understand when I say, "forget it"
You get the word "wait forever" when I say just a minute
and You will always STAY when I say "leave me alone"

I've already said it too much
The girls who always be in ZULFA's stories


Sunday, March 18, 2012

Life is a Grace

Remember the times, when other couldn't breath anymore when you were watching someone's life on the edge. Totally frightening and absolutely confused us who couldn't help but couldn't watch at the same times. That time we were being helped by ALLAH SWT, that time maybe those people are our replacements to get that terrific conditions. Imagine it, and when you realize be thankful to ALLAH SWT. No matter what we have done, what we have gotten so far that's just because ALLAH gave it to us. Just like the breath, healthy life, smart, title, grade, wealth and everything that we earned in this life are grace from ALLAH SWT.

Every little thing that we've got every day, every hours, every minutes and even every seconds be thankful. The life that we live in, life that full of journey. People aren't always at top but sometimes it takes us to be in the bottom, to live how they live. If you always regret with what you had, please reflect yourself on someone who is under you. Maybe you feel you didn't get enough but for someone else, what you've got maybe that's the greatest thing that he or she want for a long time.

I didn't brag people who I didn't know well here, I just want to tell you about my stories. I'm not goofing around here, after I pray in my daily life I won't forget to beg a forgiveness to ALLAH SWT for everything that could be wrong and I will always feel grateful with every help that ALLAH gave to me. And when I say an apology and thankful I feel really relaxed, nothing going rush on me and I could take control of my day, everything is going smoothly (:

Time is a matter to build a better life
When you understand what the quality time is
You get your life that's called

Saturday, March 17, 2012

My Bucket Lists - Part II

Still, I couldn't dare to believe. but no matter how much I close my eyes then open it again. This is a reality, you know

I want to share something great here. Back then, at January 1st 2012 8:09 PM, I wrote my bucket lists. Really so much things I want to do and I want to get in this year and I didn't know how it could happen but it just like a miracle to me. Thanks to ALLAH SWT who always listen to my pray in every way. I know that ALLAH SWT will always beside me and listen to me.

You know what my dearest reader, I always have and always will thanks that my family is the best part of my life. Family that always cherish me, support me, give me a strength when I was weak, hug me when  I'm gonna cry, and the best part is that we always care each other.

I skip to the list that I get, my GP is 4 and GPA 3,91 and I had been accepted to be assistant in Biochemistry of Nutrition (: The great thing that I want to conclude is "write everything that you want in every detail and in special ways and place it at a good spot where you can read it proudly". I assume that whenever you look at it, there is something like courage that grow up in your heart bigger and bigger until at one time you really get that. It's about a chance to change your life !

Go !
Every imagination that you made, be brave to build it
Because you dream it to be happen

Friday, March 9, 2012


How much time do you use on meeting ?
How much time do you use on practice?
Hey, I don't have much time for sleeping and I'm a super busy person.

Oh No !!
Hey, listen to me
I'm spending my time 6 hours for sleeping,
5 hours watching pretty little liars and how i met your mother,
8 hours in campus to get tasks and practice
3 hours for writing in my page 1 hour for reading a novel
and 1 hour remain to do nothing

See I'm pretty busy too
You know nothing bout my life yet throw some heartless comments
 Maybe I'm not as busy as you
every imagination i made you spit on me
but I'll prove you something great

just one thing for sure,
 "I know my own ability, capability and interest"
I'm confident with myself and won't go down with such trivial matters
I like challenge things that nobody dare to touch
I dream it to be happen (:

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Benteng Vredeburg

Actually, this story that I want to tell really out-of date
Lately I'm quite busy to prepare something [kekekekeke]
I have my bucket-list for this year,
and thankfully one of those lists had been granted by ALLAH SWT

Second day in my fourth semester, my friend came to Jogja
We went to Benteng Vredeburg
One of special place when tourists come often to visit
Here, take a look some photos of us

 Our beautiful tour guide is in the middle Shabrina.
You know the place very well.

We asked someone to take our picture together. Thanks and nice shot girls :)

 Missing our guide, and we didn't know what to do. Ha !

 And the one who really know the camera took a picture, Safira :)

It was really shady under those trees and so our feet just did the swing-swing.

Actually, all of us wanted to take a picture like Cherrybelle. Only Safira did it!
Prima took a picture like a goodbye-kiss
and me ? I took a picture like in drama My Lovely Kim Sam Soon \^.^/

 I found out that this picture look like a pre-wedding picture.
Prima and me looked like a couple but actually we just argued about what a good pose.
Nice shot Shabrina !

Yeah, I'm rarely hangout because a lot of tasks that keeps surrounding around me
but at least my long-time friends
I hope that we would spend another great time again ^.<

p.s: I really hope next time, Kiki will join us along with Lucca, Nela, Chatrine, and Rika


Friday, January 27, 2012

Pretty Little Liars


The series tell about four girls that reunite to be one clique after their queen bee's dead
They feel really suspicious about who is the murderer
They wonder and wonder about it
but Life seems not always that good
They keep monitored by someone with their ugly lies in the past
and the "you-know-who" proudly present to be called "A"
Aha ! Snap it yet ??

This series come from a book from Sara Shepard with the same title
You can read some in it
The series is starring four main role

And their previous queen bee,
Sasha Pieterse as Alison DiLaurentis

Ha ! Someone is dying to know !


All credits come from :